A Knight's Nightmare

The sky looks so gloomy today
Raindrops doesn't stop falling
The wind is so strong by the bay
Behind the clouds, the sun's hiding

The flowers all seem to wither
The water on the river is dry
Birds no longer chirp with the wether
Like life seems to be just a lie

But I don't understand
It keeps on raining nonstop
But everything's dry as the sand
Leaving no signs of a raindrop

I have done everything I could
Spent sleepless days and nights
If I were given more, I still would
So I don't have to give up this fight

I feel so down and hopeless
Deep inside's none but depression
Everything looks meaningless
I need a taste of satisfaction

I guess the world's all messed up
Is it the world or just my life?
Happiness no longer fills my cup
But sadness that cuts like a knife

I lost everything in this war
Everything but my dear stallion
I wish he can still run and take me far
Because I knew he's one in a million

Should I give in?
Pretend I don't care?
Should I give up?
And fall into this nightmare?

No, 'cause I'm a knight within
And I'll never give in, never give up
Whatever keeps me from winnin'
I'll always keep my hopes up